Indeed, my name is christ. I do claim goth, though simply by my appearance you could not tell.. I do not wear flashy silver crosses, or gawdy facepaint. Goth is simply a state of mind.. I despise those who wear flashy gawdy jewelry, and paint their faces, simply because they think it will make them "Goth".
I have my website, which should be listed on this page.. as well as I have a blog elsewhere, which is listed from my website. If you wish to, you may contact me at any of my screennames, on any service, though I prefer to be contacted on AIM..
I mainly registered because I see sooo many of my friends are "deviant" but I also register because I see it as an opportunity to hone my artistic style.. Does PHP count as art ? hehe
well, I am particularly peculiar.. I am a particularly open and free-spirited person. I enjoy talking to people online, and even moreso, I enjoy a good phone chat, even with a virtual stranger. I primarily seek out females when I go "Friend hunting", for I tend to not get on well with those of the same gender, but I do not turn away those who would meet me, regardless of gender..
My greatest desire of life is simple.. I wish a companion.. a friend.. a roommate. I seek not to be alone. Currently, I have a wonderful lady whom I love, and we are going to move in together soon Until then, I fill my days with IMs, and Voicechats, and Phonecalls.. It staves away the loneliness and helps the time pass faster..
I give much of myself.. I know I am not jesus, But I fear I may have a similar fate.. I Give everything I have, and then some, and in return, I get nothing.. I give everythign I have to everyone in need of it.. and I get demonized for being different. I get called a stalker for adding my friends friends of similar interrests on Livejournal and diaryland.. I always seek new friends.. it is the nature of the lonely like me. But when someone asks me to leave them alone, in no uncertain terms, I will kindly do so. even so, I get called a stalker.. Indeed, a twisted world this is.. I predict I will get arrested for " Harrassing" someone who messages me to talk, Taken to court, and sent to prison.. y'kno ? Ahh, well.. I do it all out of love for my fellow people..
I love everyone. Without exception. I love my friends, My family, Complete strangers, and even my mortal enemies.. I wish them all the best.. I help them whenever I can..
In the end, I am the one left beaten, battered, bruised, and alone.. Both physically and emotional.. Nothing like an emotional kick in the nads to say Thankyou.
I dare say that that about sums my persisting being up in one short biography.. I likely will not update this "Journal". Instead, again, go by my website for updates and whatnot on my life and volatile self..
Ahh, well.. It is an ungodly hour in the morn, and as much as I would like to be awake at this hour, I should not be, and so I shall soon away to sleep.. I do hope to have some deviations up some time soon, eh ?